Hello peeps :) I'm finally back after 4 months! My MYE ended a few days ago so i'm kind of free to type a blogpost. I guess I have been busy with homework + watching kdramas + sleeping + exam preparation so I MIA-ed for 4 months :x So yea that's my update. Now I shall proceed to talking about my life. ( It's kinda full of negativity so brace yourselves )
My life isn't full of rainbows , I mean whose life is? But sadly. I don't have a true friend to go through this difficult life with me. My friends always use me and when they're done, they throw me aside and forget about me. I only exist when they need something. I'm always their second choice and always left out. They can make plans in front of me and not ask me out, but run to me whenever they need something. They forgotten that i actually have feelings. I always wonder whether it is my fault for being such an awkward person and for being so isolated that made me have no true friends, whether it is my fault for being such a "anything also can" person that allowed people to hurt me. This is my 9th year schooling and I have no true friends. I have no one to share my bottled feelings and I emotionally break down very often. No one's here for me and I feel like I'm drowning in my own sadness. Sorry, you'll probably not understand,
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